Bullying
Hi guys! Yeah i know i was MIA for such a long time, sorry :/ But i promise i will blog more often :) Yes i know my blog skin is messed up but i gotta play around with it more. It is the new year and i was thinking about what to write that might help you all in this new year. Yesterday night, i stumbled upon the youtube video, teens react to Amanda Todd. I am sure everyone knows who Amanda Todd is. Well if you don't, Amanda Todd is a teenage girl who was bullied and she even posted a video on youtube about how she was bullied. Shortly after, she committed suicide. As i watch the video, my heart went out to her. Bullying was such a common thing in school and i am sure many of you have been bullied before. I am not sure about you but this has been something i have been carrrying with me these 4 years. I was bullied before. I am not going to go into who did it and the details of it but it was a painful experience. It was not an easy time for me and it was horrible. Life just seemed unbearable and i cried myself to sleep at night. To all those bullies out there, think about what you are doing. You might brush it off and say oh it's nothing. Do you know how much pain and hurt the person has to go through? What if that person was you? The healing process is long because it is something that is burried deep down in our hearts. I am not saying killing yourself is right. It is not the answer to your problems. It is just giving the bullies power over you and your emotions. I understand, i at one point of time also felt like giving up. But you have a bright future ahead of you, you don't want to sacrifice all this just because of this people. Today i am sharing this is because out there, there are many people who are suffering because they are being bullied. Please get help, talk to someone you trust or you can leave a comment below and i will try to help :) Suicide is not the answer, trust me on that. Remember that every new day, there is a hope for you :) As i watched the video, i really thank God for everything. Thank God that he gave me a reason to live :) Things actually get better, i promise. You know, someone once told me that There will always be people out there who love you for who you are so don't lose hope! I am very thankful that i had the support of my friends and parents to help me through and i hope that you too have that kind of support and love. Thank you to those who stood by me, i love you guys <3 To all those who once bullied, i pray that God will forgive you. If you can, apologise to the person. It is also my prayer to those getting bullied that you may stay strong and hang on for a better future :') I hope that in this new year that you all may start right and i really hope this might help as you go back to school once again. It is time i let go of the hurt and anger that i hold inside and i want to surrender it to God. Well, once again, thanks for reading my thoughts for today. Love you all xoxo
Love,
Shaina
P.S i am sharing my heartfelt feelings with your, if you know me, well now you know more :)
Name: Shaina Cheow
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