Afraid of what the future will hold.
Hello guys, i hope school has been treating you well so far! As for all of my friends who are J2s these year, jiayou okay :) i know it's a tough year ahead but trust in God and lean not on your own understanding. I believe in you all and keeping you all in prayer yeah :)Anyway, now that it's three weeks away from leaving, i have withdrawn from school and just settling everything that i need. So today was quite an uneventful day but it was the release of o'level results! Very proud of everyone no matter how you did, you all deserve a pat on the back, well done :) Especially to my bro, i am very proud of you :') In my eyes, you have done so well. Do not for a moment doubt yourself okay, you are bright and smart :)
Well sorry guys, it seems like everytime i post it's about something sad. I just find it a place when i can express how i feel and also to be able to update my close friends :) It seems so weird because usually i am in school, being preoccupied and busy and laughing with my friends. I actually really miss you guys because you guys make stressful school life so much more interesting. Not only that, you guys crack me up like no others :') I love you guys <3 But suddenly, it seems like all these are taken away from me, like i no longer can comprehend or even be there to share all these times with you all. A big part of my life is just gone and the feeling of lost just sets in. Just as a whole, it's like slowly but slowly, people are so busy and they start to forget your presence. Soon enough, i'll just be a distant memory.
That scares me, really. Because, all of you mean so much to me and the thought of that makes me afraid to even leave. i guess this is one phase that i will have to go through. Finding my security in the Lord and also to know that this opportunity is given to me so that i will be able to go out and be a blessing to others :) But, i am really thankful for some of the people in my life, who encourages me and make me braver to take this step out. Thank you guys, i can't even express how much i love you all <3 You guys are really God's gift to me (:
Thanks for listening in, sorry if it caused any of your moods to be dampened. So anyway i would be updating this blog more often especially since i am going to be leaving. This way my friends can be more updated and also i want all of them to be included in my new journey there :) God bless, i hope you guys will have a good day today :)
" This is the day the Lord has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it." Psalm 118:24
I really hope that gives you a new hope for a new day :)
Love,
Shaina
Name: Shaina Cheow
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Travel to the US 
