Just a piece of my thoughts
Well, i know i haven't updated in a while but i shall try to do so more often :) I just have many things on my mind right now, sad/confusing/vexing/worrying things. If only life came with a manual, then my life would probably have gone the way i wanted. I have pretty much come to terms with the fact that i am leaving to Melbourne to study next year. I have never really expressed my feelings about this because all these happened behind closed doors. But i guess i just wanna share a bit on how i feel right now. I think i have at least cried over this many many times, i can't even count lol. Embarrassing and everyone is probably like oh gosh WHY. Yes, i know that going overseas is a blessing and i am really blessed to be given that opportunity :') But i am worried, worried about my future, worried how much i will change. Or sad to leave my friends or family and wondering if people would forget me. Mostly, i am afraid because it's a whole new experience and fear sets in. I am not exactly an adventurous kind of girl nor do i like change. But i guess, change is good because who knows, it will do me good :) Moreover, it's times like this when i learn to rely on God and not my own strength because i know that with God's strength, all things are possible :) I don't have to fear because God will be with me every step of the way and i just have to go with that assurance. Also, recently someone around me is going through quite a difficult time, this person is very close to me and it breaks my heart to see here going through so much. But i just wanna say, i love you babe <3 Whatever you are going through, i want to share it with you. Just glad things are better now, very glad to see your happy and cheerful self :) Heh, went to watch frozen with the girls today! It was beyond awesome, and it really brought out the child in me haha. The bestie was acting like such a kid but i don't blame her HAHA :P Loved spending time with time, always great company :')When i leave, i am really gonna miss my family and friends. :( Thanks for always being my pillar of support, i want to spend as much time with you guys as i can. <3 Especially to my parents, for always being so sacrificial and loving. Always in my heart, i have the best parents in the world, ily.
Name: Shaina Cheow
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Travel to the US 
